#113

 [08.22.2023]

I can deal

With the real world

For now

I'm just afraid

I'll do the same thing as always

Once you find someone else

And that makes me

A terrible friend

And if I'm going to be direct

Instead of beautifully poetic like you

Why can't I just say this in person?

i am cold, too cool to call you

far too stoned to leave my bed

i'll write this song to win your kiss

but stay asleep instead

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don't don't don't let's start

this is the worst part

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is that you in front of me

coming back for even more

of exactly the same?

#112

 [08.10.2023]

had i known that line was there
i never would have crossed it
stuck on the outside
trying not to check my phone every five minutes

because while it's okay that you're upset

and i'm trying to give you space

i hope you don't keep me out here too long

it sucks away from you

if i buy her candy

will she know who i am?

she is famous

she's the best

i cannot lay

my heart to rest