#113

 [08.22.2023]

I can deal

With the real world

For now

I'm just afraid

I'll do the same thing as always

Once you find someone else

And that makes me

A terrible friend

And if I'm going to be direct

Instead of beautifully poetic like you

Why can't I just say this in person?

i am cold, too cool to call you

far too stoned to leave my bed

i'll write this song to win your kiss

but stay asleep instead

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don't don't don't let's start

this is the worst part

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is that you in front of me

coming back for even more

of exactly the same?

#112

 [08.10.2023]

had i known that line was there
i never would have crossed it
stuck on the outside
trying not to check my phone every five minutes

because while it's okay that you're upset

and i'm trying to give you space

i hope you don't keep me out here too long

it sucks away from you

if i buy her candy

will she know who i am?

she is famous

she's the best

i cannot lay

my heart to rest

#111

[10.21.2022]

Mom thinks
i need a mom...
...er, girlfriend

like that'd fix me
instead of bringing
Mom...
er... a girlfriend

down to my level

#110

[08.06.2022]

geodude

    i feel
        like i've fallen
far too many times
    in front
        of you

but today
i didn't mind
at all

#109

[07.19.2022]

hand map

i'd gladly hold
your button'd sleeve

while you watch
shark documentaries

"Tell me how you feel about me
Do you like or like, like me?

...maybe we should just stay friends?"

#108

[04.08.2022]

making it weird again

i saw your post about having a crush
but not wanting to say anything
so as not to be disappointed
and i identified

so i'm writing this
where you'll eventually see it
but i can't be directly blamed

because
you've got enough shit
in your life right now
without adding mine

but i still need you to know

"if i seem to act unkind
it's only me, it's not my mind
that is confusing things"

"if it all goes right
i'll be in your arms tonight
but i'm waving my dick in the wind"

#107

[01.19.22]

I'll be there
Even if I'm still
Pretty square

I hope today is better for you