#88

disconnected ranty lines, a couple real things, and another thing i wish i'd written

[07.28.20]

Things get worse or

better or they stay the

same

But my exhaustion

always grows

endless days

taunted by angels

mocked by desert Sun

skin blistered

peeled back to reveal

the wireframe beneath

NPC'd automaton

drifting

[07.29.20]

Discordian Gatsby

what does it

symbolize when you

eat cold fried chicken

alone at a kitchen

counter while the

world crumbles

around you

    (fine,

    i had a couple

    bunless bratwurst

    too)

[07.31.20]

a reply to S—

beneath the flat horizon of my gaze

    a roiling ocean of tears

    always threatening

    to overwhelm

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"Crying a single gigantic tear that is the combined tears of never crying and it comes on with the feeling of a sneeze and caves your head in and you feel normal, but not for that long.

Just long enough to know it wasn't real.

Which means on to new problems.

Which means don't tell me too much because I already care.

Which means I'm dying I'm dying I'm dying.

Growing a single horn on top of your head to begin the digging.

Which means on to new problems."

~Sam Pink, "Your Glass Head Against the Brick Parade of Now Whats"