9.14.2020

#89

[c. July 2020]

i swear i haven't changed
in thirty years
still just a sad awkward kid
with a perpertually nervous stomach
clinging to the same teddy bear
a breaking rock
against the waves of despair


[07.29.20 & 09.14.20]

calhoun

circling the lake post-midnight
scream-crying from fear and heartache
so close and so far

and i realize now
a decade-plus on
(though it may be under
the lake's false name)
part of me is circling still

...and i'd give anything to make it
halt
for everyone's sake


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"i wish we'd never met, then met today"

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