#113

 [08.22.2023]

I can deal

With the real world

For now

I'm just afraid

I'll do the same thing as always

Once you find someone else

And that makes me

A terrible friend

And if I'm going to be direct

Instead of beautifully poetic like you

Why can't I just say this in person?

i am cold, too cool to call you

far too stoned to leave my bed

i'll write this song to win your kiss

but stay asleep instead

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don't don't don't let's start

this is the worst part

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is that you in front of me

coming back for even more

of exactly the same?